Life Force

It’s undeniable that I deal with a lot of thoughts. I am not quick to diagnose, so I won’t. My mom told me “do you really want a label anyways?” But I will say I have a lot of thoughts.

Maybe it’s because my frontal lobe is almost fully developed, but I feel like I have become comfortable with my thoughts. I also feel like I have become able to deal with my thoughts.

Starting last year, I reached to read the Bible every day. Every day is the goal anyways. Its truly amazing however that when I read the Bible, my thoughts do become more bearable. Suddenly my thoughts are joined by God’s voice. And I know it’s God’s voice. Very quickly, I’ve fallen in love with God’s voice.

My thoughts enjoy God’s company. Therefore my despair is drowned by the goodness of my life force.